Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Luke 1:39-45
Monday, December 19, 2011
Luke 1:26-38
Monday, November 21, 2011
Of Things Unmentioned
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Life's Story
This a short work of fiction. I got the idea from reading a book.
I didn't really try to be quiet. My feet made contact with the stairs hard as I made my way to my room. Once I got there I slammed and door. Today hadn't been a great day. Everything seemed to have fallen apart on me without any hesitation. I had applied for a job, and expected to have to wait a few days. I had waited a week and a half before finally receiving an answer. I And all I got was a big fat rejection slip. I could almost hear the scorn in the potential employer's use of words.
And to make matters worse, I somehow managed to lose a good friend. She and I had been close, but all of a sudden we argued, we yelled, we accused, and she stormed away. After a while, I couldn't exactly remember hat we had been arguing about.
A quick look at the clock told me how late it was. I shivered as I closed my window, blocking the night breeze. After changing into my PJs and crashed in bed. Almost literally. On the way down and knocked over the lamp and shattered the bulb. Grumbling, I got up, carefully swept up glass and fixed a new bulb in place and got back in bed. I stifled a yawn. Sleep came easily. It was probably the only easy thing that whole day...
I stood in the middle of a long corridor. It was bare wall on my right, and windows every three yards on my left. But for some reason I couldn't make out the outside. I looked behind me. The hall led straight into darkness. Ahead, it was still dark, but a dim light was up ahead. I started forward. Slowly, something pulled at me. I halted and backpedalled, but whatever pulled me kept me from going anywhere very fast.
Come.
I froze. There was no one else in the room, but I couldn't deny that heard someone. I cautiously moved forward, going slow, seemingly making no sound save my breathing. The dim light got brighter as I advanced. And soon I found myself passing through a doorway. I stopped and stared. Before me stood bookshelves. Tall ones, short ones, square ones, rectangular ones. They were everywhere. I stared for a long time. I kept walking. Slowly, almost reverently. I lost count of the bookshelves as I walked.
Do you know where you are?
I froze again. I listened, trying not to panic.
"Where?"
All lives end. They are like the cast of a story, or a story all their own.
"Come again?"
Come.
This time I followed with more confidence. I was somehow led through the strange library. I entered a second room. This one was huge, not as big as the library, but still monstrous. There were millions of tables, too. One each table were open books. And in every book, words were being printed. There was no pen, no writer. Words would form themselves on the pages.
"What is this place?"
Life is a story. Each story needs to be written.
"I don't get it."
Come.
I follow again. Whoever was talking led me to a table, and on the table was a book, among perhaps fifteen others. All were being written in, but I couldn't make out any words except the one I stood in front of. My eyes widened in realization.
"This is my life..."
Yes. Your story must be written, too.
"So all these other books are the lives of other people?"
Yes.
I stare. I notice a book being laid open, its pages blank for a moment, then writing begins to appear.
"Was someone born?"
All are born.
"I mean that book."
Yes.
"Why can't I read the other books?"
They are not your story.
"Oh." I suddenly see a book close a few tables to my right. It fades away and disappears. "What happened?"
Just as life is written, so must it end.
"Someone just died?"
Yes. Come.
I follow again. But I stop short when the book I had seen open close and fade away. My heart began to pound. "What just happened?"
Not all lives reach a full chapter. All to often is it halted by man.
I swallowed. I looked away kept following. I was led back into the library, where I was taken to a shelf that had only one book. The book, instead of standing upright, lay on its side and took up the whole shelf, leaving no room for any other book, not even on top of it.
"Who lived that?"
The oldest man who had ever lived. His story carries almost a thousand chapters. Each chapter a year of life.
"Wow..." I looked at the large volume for a long time. Then I turned. I wasn't led this time. I wandered through the shelves, not desiring to return to the writing room. I stopped at a very short book.
"Is this another book with only one chapter?"
Not even half a chapter. This life was killed before birth.
"So, a life's story begins even before it's born?"
Yes.
I looked at the book. I go on until I stopped at at another book. This one wasn't short, but it wasn't long either. "What happened to this one?"
This life found its story too distressing.
"So, it just..."
Yes.
I swallowed again.
Some lives aren't meant to be lived long. Some are chosen to be short. Come.
I wasn't sure if I wanted to come. But I did. I followed until I stopped at another shelf, this one held a book that was very large, but not nearly so large as the one who had a whole shelf to itself.
This was a life well lived. It had troubles, it had trials. But it also had joy, love, and triumph. That is a life to be lived. Not wallowing in one's troubles.
I looked at the book. I felt... different. I don't know how, but I just felt different. I touched the book's binding, and I could almost feel everything the Voice described. It had been a happy life. I life that had grown full. I wanted that kind of life. I didn't want to sulk about my problems. I wanted to live.
I opened my eyes, staring out at the window which let in the early morning sun. I lay still for a moment, thinking. Finally I got out of bed, feeling lighter. I winced as my foot was stabbed by a missed shard of glass. I almost smiled. I bent down and pulled out the tiny piece of light bulb and tossed it in the trash. No more sulking. I wasn't going to let my worries bother me. I was going to live life until I was full of chapters.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Bridging the Gap.
Monday, April 4, 2011
Homeschool Conference
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
A More or Less Not Very Exciting Update.
Soooo, I have some pictures. Nothing horribly thrilling. But with the absence of them, I'm sure you're all on the edge of your seats, right? .... OK, maybe not, but here's the pictures, anyway.
Our new chickens have been taking their laying job quite seriously. We've resorted to taking a boxful of eggs to youth group and handing them out to whoever wants them. And we still have plenty back home.
Monday, January 17, 2011
Samson
Grandma paused on the steps. Had the doorbell just rung? She listened. Yes, there it was. But who could be calling at this time of night? Grandma went to the door and opened it but all she found was a small basket with a Welsh Corgi puppy nestled in soft blankets. Grandma smiled as she took the puppy up in her arms. He whined softly, snuggling up against her for warmth. Grandma smiled again and took the puppy inside and up to bed with her.
Saturday morning found Grandma and the puppy watching the dog show. The puppy lay on Grandma’s lap, his ears pricked forward. The sound of the door opening made them turn. Grandma smiled as thirteen-year-old twins Solomon and Sophie, her grandchildren, came in the room. They would be staying with her during the summer.
“Oh, Grandma, a puppy!” Sophie exclaimed, “He’s so cute!”
“I found him on the doorstep last night,” Grandma smiled. “He still needs a name.” Grandma chuckled. “I found my comforter on the floor with him wrapped up inside it this morning.” Solomon stared at the puppy. He knew how heavy that comforter was.
“You’re living with a little Samson,” Sophie smiled, petting the puppy. “We can call him Samson!”
“Sounds like a good name to me,” Grandma approved. “You three get along now, you hear?” The twins smiled. They all jumped as Samson yipped at the television. Turning, they saw one of the dogs misbehaving. Grandma laughed and patted Samson. “He knows a naughty dog when he sees one.”
That summer, the twins began to train Samson. Unfortunately, Samson had no intention of being trained without difficulty. For many days the twins would be chasing after him and calling his name. Samson thought it was great fun. But over time, he learned to sit, stay, and to let someone know when he needed to go outside. However, the command to not antagonize the mailman was a concept little Samson could not be taught. He simply couldn’t resist barking at the poor mailman. The twins were at a loss.
The next three years saw Samson grow up to be a heavy and very bulky dog. He wasn’t overfed, he was just a very big dog. And with all his friendly bulk he became an excellent guard dog. He had scared off a few thieves one night. And he would always be waiting for the twins when they came for the summer.
But as Samson grew, Grandma grew ill. The twins, now eighteen, were at her house more often, even during the school season. Samson remained by Grandma’s side, always being able to help carry groceries, or pull the laundry basket into the room for Grandma to fold the clothes. But Grandma’s illness got worse very quickly, and she was taken to the hospital, leaving the twins and Samson alone at the house.
Samson was miserable. He had the twins, but it wasn’t the same without Grandma. He went to live with Solomon and Sophie at their house, but even their constant company didn’t help his loneliness.
The twins soon found out that there wasn’t enough money to pay for Grandma’s medical bills. Their parents scraped together what they could, but it wasn’t quite enough.
“Sol,” Sophie looked at Solomon. They were home alone. Solomon looked at her. “What would it take to enter Samson into the dog show?”
“A lot of time and training,” Solomon replied. “Do you remember how hard Samson was to train? He still can’t resist chasing the mailman.”
“I know,” Sophie sighed, “But if we could at least make it to fourth place, we’d have enough money for the medical bills.” Solomon stared at Samson, who slept in the corner. “We could train him. It wouldn’t take much work, would it? He already knows how to sit and stay.”
“We’ll give it a shot,” Solomon nodded at last, “Come on, let’s get to work. Samson, come on boy!”
The twins began training Samson once more. This time, it was easier. Solomon did most of the training, and Sophie mainly kept Samson’s fur clean. If Solomon wasn’t there, Sophie would train Samson, and vice versa. Soon, Samson was able to walk right beside Solomon, with and without a leash.
Finally, the day for the dog show arrived. The twins took Samson to the show area and groomed him until his goldenrod-colored fur shone. As Sophie groomed, Solomon volunteered to help set up the show ring. But as he was carrying a heavy piece of equipment, he tripped and fell backward. The equipment landed on his leg. It wasn’t too hard to free his leg, but Solomon couldn’t walk.
“Sophie,” Solomon looked at his sister. “The show’s about to start, get Samson and get out there.”
“I can’t do it, Sol,” Sophie protested, “You’re the one who trained him.”
“I can’t walk, sis, you’ll have to do it,” Solomon smiled at her, “You’ll do just fine. Knock ‘em dead.” Sophie bit her lip, but took Samson out to the ring, where Samson was given a show ring number. Sophie led Samson out to the ring. Samson was perfectly calm, but a few of the dogs misbehaved, and he barked at them chidingly.
When it was Sophie and Samson’s turn, they went through the steps to near perfection. Samson stumbled, but he was soon back on his feet. At last, all the dogs were gathered and the judges stepped forward to award the winners. They went backward, and finally came to the first place winner. Samson hadn’t been mentioned yet.
“First place winner is… Samson!” The judge pinned the blue ribbon on Samson’s collar. “2,000 dollars will be awarded to Samson.” Sophie’s smile grew even wider. She hugged Samson tight. Solomon clapped with the audience. Samson barked, his non-existent tail wiggled happily and his chocolate brown eyes sparkled with pleasure. Solomon whistled loudly, making Samson turn his head, ears pricked forward. Sophie laughed and hugged Samson again.


